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draft 22 febuari 2021 God What is going on? Why does it keep happening, when will it end, I don't know how I feel now, Lord I'm tired, I need a break, why the more serious the problem I have to face, I don't need anyone else, sometimes I just miss him, but I realize that he is not the place for my stories anymore, I have to wake up by myself, until when will my family problems be resolved? Home is not a place for me to rest anymore oh God, and now I'm afraid to get to know new people, I'm afraid I'm not in accordance with his expectations, I'm not ready for him to know who I am, I'm not ready he can accept my family and personal problems, I still need he's God, why is the story ending like this? God give me more strength, to stay strong and not give up in walking forward God :))